Simplicity is just amazing as it is.

I ASPIRE TO USE LESSER CONTRACTION!

Contraction- you've, we're, I'd, can't.

Yes, I will make the friends that God wants me to have. It will be perfect, I am sure. I would probably consider them as my best friends after some time! He will plan everything to happen so perfectly.

So touching!


Can you believe that we are all so fortunate to be in one piece and healthy, when there are other people suffering all sorts of pain out there? I may feel like the saddest person on the face of Earth sometimes, but can you believe there are people out there in much more pain physically and mentally?

We are weak without God.

Psst...

OH NO THERE IS SCHOOL TOMORROW!


I finished my English HBL and it is awesome!
I wanna buy a guitar!

I got nothing to do.



I WANT TO SLEEEEEEEEEEEP.

GAH.

I WANT HER HAIR.
Yes Lily's hair.
I miss my short fringe.

Okay, so my dad really scared me today.
He got angry cause he didn't have any space to put all his belongings and had to throw away some of his clothes because my cousin and her friend is in Singapore and they are staying here for some time because of work but will move out as soon as possible which is possibly when they get their pay and after they find a place to stay.
For now they're gonna be here and taking up space and my dad's unhappy.
I am not happy too.
They're just taking up space and we need space cause our house is small.
But they are really nice and aren't always home to disturb me.
And they left their hometown to work here. It's not easy.
I'm not gonna write into detail about this but I'm actually angry at my dad for his reaction. I mean, if he didn't start the thing this wouldn't even be a problem.
But he's still my dad and I love him so I gotta take care of him.
For crying out loud I'm only 15 and I have to take care of my parents.


WHATEVER. Let's talk about something less personal.

HBL is torturing. I didn't learn anything from it and it is really tiring.
I need tuition badly.


I'm so sick of my hair.

Okay bye.
PRAY FOR JAPAN AND ALL AFFECTED COUNTRIES! LOVE LOVE LOVE.

OH MY CRAP.

I actually wanted to sleep as early as possible, which I hoped would have been 9.30pm cause I gotta wake up at 6.30am tomorrow for church's cycling trip.
I am really scared I can't wake up early enough to prepare and leave to meet Venus.
But I'm really excited to go but I don't know what to wear!
I decided to wear something ridiculously ugly cause we're going cycling.
Can I wear shorts? I don't know!


Anyway, I gotta sleep in 5mins and this post is gonna be a short one.




I've not blogged for a long time, and I don't really know what to say, but I just got the urge to blog.
Well, I went out today and looked at some guitar things and I wanna have a guitar!
Bass guitar seems hard. But I thought it's easiest type of guitar to learn.


I completed history e learning today but I still got more to go. Really tired.
I thought this is holiday?! It doesn't feel like it. :(




Well, life's been good recently. Just that my mom's got menopause.
Like seriously, everything bugs her.
She's like that. 


PLEASE PRAY FOR PEOPLE GOING FOR CYCLING TOMORROW!
Pray that we will be fine and no accident will happen tomorrow!


PLEASE PRAY FOR JAPAN AND ALL AFFECTED COUNTRIES!
Pray that they will not suffer too much losses and pray that God will be with them and hope they won't give up!


PRAY FOR PEOPLE THAT YOU LOVE!
Ask God to give them hope and faith and be more godly!




I love you all awesome people out there!
I hope each one of you will have fun and have everlasting life with me and God!




JESUS CHRIST IS AWESOME!
Thank you for being always here by my side and not leaving me alone. Thank you for understanding completely and forgiving me whenever I make mistakes. Thank you, my King, for dying on the cross for me and giving me hope all the time. Thank you for loving me. I love you for you loved me first.

Been long since I've posted.

Hello!

I've got braces last week. And yeah my teeth's still kind of messed up but it will get better.


Anyway, yesterday and today are HBL days.
It's kind of boring cause the lessons are so long winded but complicated.
For example, Chemistry HBL. you can skip until the part where I'm talking.



H + O  H₂OHowever there are 2 problems with this chemical reaction.  First, because atoms like to have full valence shells, single H or O atoms are rare (and unhappy) creatures.  As we saw in the previous lesson, both hydrogen and oxygen react with themselves to form the molecules H₂ and O₂, respectively.  These hydrogen and oxygen molecules are much more common.  Given this correction, one might guess that the reaction looks like this:
H₂ + O₂ H₂OBut we still have one problem.  As written, this equation tells us that 1 hydrogen molecule (with 2 H atoms) reacts with 1 oxygen molecule (with 2 O atoms) to form 1 water molecule (with 2 H atoms and 1 O atom).  In other words, we seem to have lost 1 O atom along the way!  To write a chemical reaction correctly, the number of atoms on the left side of a chemical equation has to be precisely balanced with the atoms on the right side of the equation.  How does this happen in our example?  In actuality, the O atom that we 'lost' reacts with a 2nd molecule of hydrogen to form a second molecule of water.  The reaction is therefore written:
   2H₂ + O₂ 2H₂OIn the chemical reaction above, the number in front of the molecule (called a coefficient) indicates how many molecules participate in the reaction.


     In order to write a correct chemical reaction, we must balance all of the atoms on the left side of the reaction with the atoms on the right side.  Let's look at another example.  Natural gas is primarily methane.  Methane (CH₄) is a molecule in which 4 hydrogen atoms are bonded to one carbon atom.  If you have a gas stove, lighting the stove causes the methane to react with oxygen in the atmosphere to release heat and the atoms recombine to form carbon dioxide and water vapor.  The unbalanced chemical reaction would be:
CH₄ + O₂ CO₂ + H₂OLook at the reaction atom by atom.  On the left side we find 1 carbon atom, and 1 on the right.  There are 4 hydrogen atoms on the left, but only 2 on the right.  Therefore, you know 2 water molecules must be formed.  Adding this coeffiecient we get:
CH₄ + O₂ CO₂ + 2H₂O Now we have to balance the oxygen atoms.  On the left you find 2 atoms, on the right 4 (2 in the CO₂ molecule and 1 in each of 2 H₂O molecules).  Therefore we need to start with 4 oxygen atoms, or 2 molecules.  The balanced equation would then be:
CH₄ + 2O₂ CO₂ + 2H₂O

Okay I hope this bores you cause it bores me.

I don't really understand it but what can I do?

So tried my best to make sense out of it can I did.

But whatever.

So I've been kind of down recently.

I feel so lost in this world, like I don't mean anything to anybody and without me the world's still gonna go round and everyone will still resume their everyday lives. It's so sad that nobody really cares about anybody except themselves. People are so hypocritical and selfish. They make me feel disgusted. They make me feel like I'm different.

I'm gonna go out soon and back again and continue doing HBL, which means coming home to be tortured.

SURREAL

I LOVE GOD SO MUCH!

Gonna go church tomorrow, HOORAY!
Need to buy something for Elysa cause her birthday's coming.



BEAT IT!
I'm really random.

We are all different. We see people with different perspectives. Hence we have our own views to what type of person would be your perfect match and he will feel the same. How can you be certain that you both felt the spark? I once read a book which wrote that when the main character saw her love of her life, she was 100% sure he felt the spark. I'm only 60% sure. Or 50%. I vaguely believe he felt it. However, it was something different. I can't explain in words what's the difference, but how on Earth do I feel that he felt the spark?

Crap, I'm turning into the little girl with two cute ponytails tied high on each side of her head that believe true love exists on Earth and it is the reason why we live for. That used to be me. Unfortunately, I've throw this thought away after experiences. I now also realise that Gos is the only source of happiness. He loved me first, so I love him back. He sought high and low for Angeline Chua. For me. He finally found me. It is amazing, how he loved me even before I was born. He loved me even when I throw tantrums at my parents. He loved me even when I was behaving badly. He loved me even when I got angry at Him. He loved me no matter what.

P.S. I can remember John 3:16!
"For God so loved the world, he gave His only Son to die on the cross for us and those who believe shall have everlasting life."
I think I am correct. :/


Okay this is the correct one.
"For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life." 


Good enough I guess. :X




Okay Goodnight lovely people, I love my Heavenly Father!

I am a friend of God!

I AM REBORN TODAY!
I had this session with Elysa, Venus and Timo and they are my witness when the Holy Spirit comes into my heart.
YAY! BEST DAY EVER!


He's got spikes on the back of his jet black hair, and brush his fringe to his left. He's eyes small but powerful, giving me an electric shock every time my gaze turn to his. He has great posture and is taller than me by a bit. He is also quite skinny. He is a good singer and knows how to play the electric guitar. I still do not know his age, but I'm guessing the same as me. And I'm a moron to kind of like him a bit.
I LOVE EVERYONE FROM CHURCH!
I HOPE THEY LOVE ME TOO!
I WISH TO HELP OUT AND WORK FOR GOD!
I am gonna have an exciting journey ahead and I wish more people can join me! I love you all!


TO RACHEL, ONE OF THE MOST AMAZING PEOPLE THAT I'VE MET,
I just want you to know that there are many people that love you, and most importantly, God loves you so much! So no matter what happens, you know there are people that you can count on, including me and especially God. I'm sure there are many people that are willing to be your listening ear and be with you for hours just so you can be happy again. I know I am weak and can't do much. So I pray for you all the time and I do not know what God did but I'm sure you've experienced God's works and I hope it gives you encouragement and you will feel His presence. And you prolly heard me say this hundred of times but still, I hope to see you at church soon!

Love,
Angeline, a.k.a Silkworm.



I hope you will be touched by this song. It is a really nice and amazing song and I love it so so so much!

I LOVE GOD.

Entering my church is really me renewing my soul and reminding myself that I am God's child.
It makes me really really happy and people there are relatively nice and I enjoy my time there.
My mother just accepted Christ as her Saviour. It made me so happy I smiled widely.

I went to the dentist today and had x-ray.
The dentist also helped me extract my going to drop baby teeth.
Not as painful as I thought it would be and I have got to thank God for giving me the courage.


GOD IS AWESOME!

I need strength.

God please come into my life and help me.

I try very hard sometimes, and I end up getting hurt.
I don't like being sad. I'm sorry I'm not good enough for you.


I AM DEVASTATED.


So today is yet another boring day. Felt sick. I really hate not remembering things.

Forgetting.

I hate being forgetful.

I want to remember everything I've gone through. Good or bad.

What if I can no longer hold on?

RABBIT!

What's up, people!
It is CNY officially and I am spending it at home!
Actually planned to go watch movie with mom but we both fell asleep till over the time so... We didn't go. :(


OKAY I AM HUNGRY NOW GONNA GO DIG FOR FOOD HAHA BYE!

Everyday we deal with enemies that we can't see.

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Hi. Yes I am posting twice today.

Everyday we have to overcome obstacles and never be tired or else you will out of the competition and that would only make others happier. No, that is not going to happen to me.
I am tired, but I cannot stop. I have to keep moving and stay ahead and never look back to see people that I have passed.
I try my best to please everybody but I have learnt the cold hard truth that you really cannot please everyone. You just got to do what is right, but it is easier said than done.
Tragedy strikes whenever you are in peace.


Okay got to stop here. It is chinese new year so I cannot be so sad.
I hope I will cheer up soon. Yes I will.

Okay bye.

Can I trust you?

We do not stop playing because we are old; we grow old because we stop playing. Lighten up and play. Remember, you are God's child, so it's ok to be silly, be curious, be fun.

God is crazy about you. God sends you fresh flowers every spring, a breathtaking sunrise every morning. If God had a wallet, your picture would be in it. If God has a refrigerator, your childhood scribbles would be on it.

You're amazing, just the way you are.






Hi people, it is New Year's eve and I am spending it at home with my lovable netbook.
So we had a CNY celebration and it is awesome!
It is a shame the dancers didn't dance bonamana. :(


You know that spark you feel when you stare into his eyes, the butterflies in your tummy, the feeling where there is only him that you see, your heart beating so loudly you barely hear yourself thinking.
Did he feel it too? Did he even care?
Is it even love? Or is it just a crush? Or it is just your head messing with you?
How do you know if it is love?






I just realized I will be having reunion dinner with my family now. LOL!
Stupid me, will now go prepare and EAT! Woohoo! Hope everyone's having a good time!

WHY I HATE PERIODS.

• You have no idea when it’s gonna fucking strike. You could wake up with the red sea in your panties. Or have a spot going on at school.
• IT RUINS YOUR PRETTY PANTIES.
• Pads and tampons aren’t things I really wanna wear.
• Taking a shit is disgusting.
• CRAMPS HURT LIKE A MOTHER FUCKER.
• I get moody.
• I hate sneezing on my period.
• I hate going pee because blood is everywhere.
• It smells hella gross.
• It is the longest 7 days of my life.

From Clara's blog.

Dear Mr D,

I know you had only seen me for a few times before, but I have to say I am really scared. I am scared that it was love at first sight. It may not be. I hope so. I really want to concentrate on my studies. It is my top priority, excluding my family and God. And I am not a good person, I know that very clearly. That is one of the reasons why I am going to the church very often. Also I am still young. Too young, in fact. So I am going to try and stay away from you as much as possible. If it still doesn't work, I may have to resort to going to another church. And I don't think I am suppose to like somebody from church. I don't think it is love. It must be crush. Okay. I'm done.

Faithfully,

Angeline

Why is it good to be single:

Freedom

Can look at cute and hot guys

Will not feel guilty when flirting, if you do it

Able to focus more on studies

No need to always go out with bf/gf

Many more good points that I don't remember

Reminder for all single people that single is good! It is marvelous!

Today is quite fine. I love spending time with my peers from 3e3! They are so funny and cute.

Angeline.

Boy best friends.

Malaysia's train tracks.


YAHOOO!
It's finally Saturday!


Here is a detailed explanation of why I am going to talk about boy best friends.
See, I only have a few friends and I only consider like, let me think, 10/50x100=20% of them are closer to me.
And when I say close it is far from Oh-my-goodness-let's-go-out-everyday close.
Because we all have our differences and do not mix well somehow.
It's like after filtration residue will be found. That's our differences.
It's super hard to find good friends. And I can tell you that I am not that easy to be friends with.
And people say school is where you find true friends.
Tell you my super great best friend is from another school and WE HAVE NOT MET BEFORE.
I met her on audition.
And back then we were only primary 6. Or 5.
She is also 15 this year, and was my 'jie' cause the was born earlier.
We used to talk a lot and the first time I spoke to her on phone was weird but she said she wasn't scared or anything cause I'm a girl.
I remembered it damn clearly okay. Back then my memory was super good. Now it is shitting hell.
A lot happened between these years and we stopped contacting for a long time.
I remembered she was very sad/ angry cause her mother was very disappointed by her results but she scored super well can?! Like 230 or something. I remember is higher than me and my results is 205. Oi higher than you okay don't laugh at me. I asked around in school when I was Secondary 1 and surprisingly I got the best or at least top few best results in the whole Secondary 1. But my Secondary 2 results was shitting hell. The Secondary 1's results I was so scared I will drop to NA and last year I was super scared because I failed like 5 or 6 subjects. Thank God I'm still in Express and happy now.
Anyway, just a month ago I talked to her about my Sec 2 results and a lot of shit and she gave me a lot of encouragements and I am really grateful for it.
But these are not the point.

So back when we were Primary 6, she's got herself a boyfriend and I think they quarreled and I wanted to help her so I got his number from, let's call her Anne because Anna has been taken from my cute little baby niece, we sort of talked and after like 2 years of not talking we started chatting. Er they split up in the end by the way.

We became best friends after months of talking and all my girl friends are like "OMG do you like him?" or "he definitely likes you!" And blah blah blah. I'm like "Whatever, bitches. I don't like him and we are just really good friends."
I was rude, y'know.
I remembered a lot of stupid jokes. There is this one that is about Obama (SORRY PRESIDENT OF AMERICA!). You guy know he always say "yes we can!" Or something. I have no idea how we talked about this and I don't remember what's so funny but I just said "Yes I can, no you can't!
Back then I feel that it was super funny. I'm so simple-minded seriously.
And he used to say I'm super naive or something.
Aiya then the typical ending of a best boy girl friends strike, which is one fell in love with another and so unfortunate, I was the one then fell into the stupid trap.
Obviously now I realize it was just a meaningless crush and my stupid Sec 1 ass can't see it.
In the end I think we fought and then we just stop talking. Yeah.

Oh and I never see his face before because I think he's very shy or something but he is damn arrogant. Okay that is weird. WTH.
And we chat on MSN. And not from same school also.
Let's just name him Hufflepuff because I am crazy.


I just thought of these good friends of mine I was once so close with because I am lonely. :(
Hahahaha I will probably die alone when I am old.
But no worries I have got God!
And Hufflepuff hates it when people are religious.

Oh I miss the good old times.
Still got A LOT A LOT A LOT of funny things.


I find it extremely stupid of me to have a damn crush on people I have had a crush on. Not only Hufflepuff.
Some are stupid some are retards some are annoying some are just me being crazy.
And it is such a hassle having a boyfriend. Seriously, I rather play some game on internet.

And do you know? I'D LOVE IT IF SOMEBODY BUY ME AN XBOX. I WASN'T ALLOWED TO GET IT MYSELF CAUSE I WILL FEEL GUILTY FOR NEGLECTING MY STUDIES.
So I play internet trial games. It is super lame. But some are fun.
OMG I AM SUCH A FREAK. Or should I say geek?



I'm weird.

But I know you wish it was me, you wish it was me.

Don't say yes, run away now!


OHAIYO.
Okay I was the biggest moron today. I said something I should not have damn loudly.
I'm so dead.

Hopefully nothing happens.


IT IS WEDNESDAY. But a good one.
We ended school early. Happy!
Had breakfast-lunch with Rachel and went home.
I'm doing my DNT work on THE HISTORY OF CELL PHONES.
And I need to revise all my work. And try my best to get good grades for this common test.
Scary. Time flies. It is already week 3 of 2011!
I sort of wish Lunar New Year comes faster. :D

I hate biase people.

Hi.
I wish to dissect a frog now. Because I am pissed.
Okay I will not talk about it so I will not be angry anymore because I hate being angry.

Here are some pictures.

Above pictures are found at google.

THEY ARE SO PRETTY!
I especially like the first one. Green eyes and green braces!


I also want. :(

Anyway, I am really bored and seriously damn emotional. :(
Suddenly don't have the mood to blog. Goodbye!

GOT SO MANY THINGS TO BUY. :(



Need to improve my english. MUST STUDY UNTIL I GET A2. MUST.
It is a lot I know, but I have to work for my future so hopefully reading more newspapers and keeping a vocab book is good enough.

I just went to buy stationery at Popular and the A3 clear folder file is so expensive!
But it is expected actually. But still expensive.

And the very expensive contact lens solution. $12.50 one bottle.


Okay very busy blog next time good bye!

I love you, mommy and daddy.

LOVE THIS!

I can tell you're tired being lonely.


I am seriously very tired of studying whole damn day for 3 consecutive days right after biology, dance training and 3hours at gym.
I am scared I will suddenly give up and stop studying for my own sake because I am just simply too tired.
My objective of studying is actually partly for my parents, to take care of them, to thank them for taking care of me and bearing my temper.
I love my parents so much. I am very grateful that they took good care of me and gave me a chance to study, where my mom did not have the chance to and my dad gave up studies.
I have heard that in a family of two children, one will definitely be smart and the other one will be dumb. I am very worried that I am the dumb one. I just want to earn a lot of money to give them back what they gave me. It is the least I can give them.
Okay I will go back to studying. Pray that I will be always motivated.

Please bless my dad, Lord Jesus.

Philippians 3:7 I once thought these things were valuable, but now I consider them worthless because of what Christ has done.

Have you guys heard? Facebook may be closing down!


I wish this Friday teachers will give shit loads of work so I will not be bored like today and spend my day doing all my work. I would love that.



Now I know why I made this decision and stand stronger and firmer.

Because I care.

Okay I just got a chain message and I had to send it so I am a little irritated.

I edited the content because I feel that it will be a sad thing for people with very little friends and had to burst their brains thinking what to do or whether to even send it or not because they can't find enough people to send it to.

It might be rude to edit somebody else message but there are many times where the message requires you to send to large number of people or close friends and when you do not know large number of people or do not have that many close friends it feels bad and sad. At least it does to me.

So I delete the part where it says to send it to blah amount of people whenever I can.

Unless the message specifically say no alteration then I guess I have to respect the person who sent it and don't change anything.

I still think people who send these chain messages are irritating. If you want to send it out, don't send to me.

I can be fun and everything but I can also be serious and when I am, listen.

Do not joke with me when I am serious because I will get angry. I am not good at controlling my feelings even though I am trying hard. But I feel that anger can get to people faster. But it is not advised because people will also instantly think you're a bitch and hate you. I'm not being dramatic it is true I've been through this many times.

I think I am toned down a little right now and don't get angry easily unless you keep pestering me or push me around or whatever I dislike. I have the right to decide whether if I want to do it or not.

I am a nice person and usually I like it when people send me nice appreciative message that don't require me to send it out unless I want to.

It is a Sunday today and it is 2pm now.

Weekends are boring and I wish they gave me homework so I can do something rather than doing nothing and staring at the television thinking about what to do.

I tried reading Physics notes but I gave up.

I feel that buying my Physics guide book is a waste of money and regret it deeply even though it is only $3 plus.

Okay whatever. Goodbye!

Okay I am blogging twice today because I was reading a blog and the owner's pictures are almost all taken with friends.
I mean, she is older than me by a lot and I am still a student so I need to study and hence, do not have time to mingle with people and make friends.
It is a pathetic thing, I admit. But many people are overreacting when I spend some of my classes sitting alone/ go home straight after school(mostly but this year I will be going to the library to study if I have school work with Rachel)/ I do not have friends in my new class or simply because majority of the people from my previous class are boys and only 1 girl is in my class. What is the big deal for being anti social/ a loner?
I had many friends because I feel insecure without them. But now, I just want to be alone and concentrate on studies. And I am not saying that people with friends won't study they do and probably better than loners because they can ask them questions they do not know.
I have my sister and Crystal to ask. I still have friends just not from class. Not close anyway.
Which leads me to why I am irritated to being alone in class.
MAJORITY OF THE PEOPLE FROM MY CLASS ARE BOYS. So I can't be grouped with them during group work. So I was, naturally, terrified when Mr Jimmy Chiang asked us to form groups of 6.
I was like,"nobody wants me in their group what to do?! It is going to be awkward if Mr Jimmy Chiang ask me to join a clique's group and I'll be extra out of the situation and they will detest me and talk bad about me during their gossip time and..."
In the end Clara invited me to their group and I guess it was okay, but I was ashamed because 'my group' only had one person so it didn't qualify and I feel sad when I had to join them and they are good friend while I only know them for like 4 days and they only obviously know me for 4 days. I hope they don't mind but I still wish I can do individual work.
I really hope I can request to teachers so I can do individual work.

This is the bad part of being somebody without friends.
But I like being alone.
Although it will be good to have friends during group work.


I will make friends when i graduate hahaha!

God blesses.

Hi.
I am excited for monday!
I hope I'll always be excited for monday.

I am interested in learning human body language!
I'm watching this show called Lie to me.
It is about detecting others' lies, especially criminals.
They are like a team to help the polices and it is super nice!
I learn a little as to what people do to project how they are feeling.
Okay bye! :D

十年后，一切都会变成笑话.

Hello humans!
I am in a happy mode because I am in the biology afternoon lesson class!
YAY!
I am so happy! Thank You, God! xD

I am very interested in biology. I like bacteria.
I think bacteria are like cool. They form patterns on agar (or something) and it's so interesting!
Thanks to everybody that helped me pray! May God bless you!
Those that curse me, hope God gets through to you.


What I like about blogging is that my english will improve when I blog and I like reading posts written by people with good english and I become better.
I kind of don't like many people because I find that humans are mostly pretentious.
I mean, you never know which people are devious which are not.
So it is better to only tell surface facts first rather than tell your deepest secrets to everyone.
I enjoy talking to people that are like me because they tend to understand me better. Obviously.
Okay I think I am out of point.
I hope my studies will improve because I want distinction!

Okay bye. :D

Desperate times call for desperate measures.

HELLO PEOPLE, WHAT'S UP!
School reopened this morning and it was average.
It wasn't amazing or whatsoever, but I guess it isn't bad.
It's not that awful you know, being in a class with people you aren't close to. My class is filled with many strangers and there are only a handful of people that I know but we barely talked. I thought it would be super crappy and I might go crazy but it was okay. It's not awesome but it's good enough.
We had an introduction/break-the-ice exercise and it was awkward because I think I looked like I'm a moron and I probably am.
I am in band 4 for english. Last class okay! It's not that good, obviously. But I like Mrs Yip and I, hopefully, will improve profusely as I will be trying my hardest to be attentive and hardworking.


I want biology!
I didn't opt for it last year, so I guess I will not be able to attend afternoon lessons.
I want another subject because I think 7 subjects is really little and I want more options for my L1R4/L1R5.
I don't usually talk about what I want on my blog because I feel like it is very 'pantan' (I learned this from Malaysia!) but not many people read my blog and they don't really care either, I think. But for those that cares for me, pray for me please! With a cherry on top! I really like biology. I think bacteria are cool. I am weird.

I kind of like school but I am dreading chinese because I am really bad at it. And history.


God loves everyone and there is a reason why you are appointed to the class you are attending so be grateful! I am not sure if I can accept if I am not in biology afternoon class but I have to accept the facts. I have to pray daily for it. At least until next monday. I think.
Okay goodbye and good luck!