I love to read.

 

 This is a picture of me with wig. My mom offered to do it. Hahaha had fun that day!

It has been long since I've read a book. Like few weeks or something. And the book I read is borrowed from the library and it is due in 2 or 3 days. But I renewed all the other books I borrowed so I'll have to return on 13th Jan. I also asked Crystal to help me renew the books I borrowed using her ez-link card cause I thought I can't borrow anymore because I already borrowed 6 books. We realize that we can actually borrow 12 books as it is the holidays and I think they are trying to get people to read more or something. I'm just guessing hahaha. Okay I'm crazy.


I was browsing my own blog few days ago (cause I was bored, not because I am self absorbed) and realized I used pictures taken on my birthday celebration everywhere, even in few of my posts.
Not that it is a crime or something, but it really make me feel like I don't take enough pictures of my blog. And I then I thought, who cares, no one reads my blog. Not much, anyway. But even those pictures make me think of myself as a lazy and very irresponsible. It's too extreme, now I think back. Hahahaha! But I made up my mind to make my blog as appealing as possible. As appealing to me as possible, actually. I think the holiday is making me a little nutty.



Many people wanted the holiday to end soon, but I feel opposite. I want this holiday to be extended.
I am enjoying myself at home, doing basically nothing and using the computer. Though I like reading and studying better now, but school is not all about that. You have to be friendly and yada yada yada.

I am not cut out to be sociable and friendly. I tried to be before and guess what, I annoy almost everyone. Many people will be nodding their heads right now. Hahahaha!
I look back many times and thought to myself, damn, what was I thinking?
You know, I regret everything and I got kicked by karma! Hooray to everybody that detest me!
Yeah, I was in agony. I underline 'was' with good reason.


I went to church gathering and told the uncles and aunties what I am hoping for and they told me God only give me what is best for me so all I have to do is be thankful and do my best.
I instantly feel so much better and stop feeling upset.
That is the power of God.

Am I writing too much? I don't really care so I'll continue writing.


I have dreams. Dreams to be a lawyer and a writer. Dreams to help people that don't have what we do.
I want to be a lawyer to help people. To promote justice. I feel that the world lack justice. Many people can do anything for money. I want to stand up and do good and eliminate evil.
I want to be a writer to express my feelings. I want to write about how I want to feel when I meet my prince charming. The feeling when you know that he is the one. The feeling that you feel when you are with him. Like he is your world.
It might not be true. I can't be sure because those never happen to me. Or I can't remember cause I have bad memory and my first love (puppy love? So long ago I cannot remember) was like ages ago. I don't even remember when it was. When I was primary 5? Damn I was young!
And I fail English, so I can't be a writer.


Okay done writing. I wrote so much OMG!
Message or tweet me or write on my facebook wall if ya are a friend of mine in facebook and read this post!
If ya don't wanna do this it's cool.
I'm going crazy. Please don't take me too seriously. I am just really lonely at home without my mama papa and sista.
Okay sis in entering the house now. Good bye!