SURREAL

I LOVE GOD SO MUCH!

Gonna go church tomorrow, HOORAY!
Need to buy something for Elysa cause her birthday's coming.



BEAT IT!
I'm really random.

We are all different. We see people with different perspectives. Hence we have our own views to what type of person would be your perfect match and he will feel the same. How can you be certain that you both felt the spark? I once read a book which wrote that when the main character saw her love of her life, she was 100% sure he felt the spark. I'm only 60% sure. Or 50%. I vaguely believe he felt it. However, it was something different. I can't explain in words what's the difference, but how on Earth do I feel that he felt the spark?

Crap, I'm turning into the little girl with two cute ponytails tied high on each side of her head that believe true love exists on Earth and it is the reason why we live for. That used to be me. Unfortunately, I've throw this thought away after experiences. I now also realise that Gos is the only source of happiness. He loved me first, so I love him back. He sought high and low for Angeline Chua. For me. He finally found me. It is amazing, how he loved me even before I was born. He loved me even when I throw tantrums at my parents. He loved me even when I was behaving badly. He loved me even when I got angry at Him. He loved me no matter what.

P.S. I can remember John 3:16!
"For God so loved the world, he gave His only Son to die on the cross for us and those who believe shall have everlasting life."
I think I am correct. :/


Okay this is the correct one.
"For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life." 


Good enough I guess. :X




Okay Goodnight lovely people, I love my Heavenly Father!

I am a friend of God!

I AM REBORN TODAY!
I had this session with Elysa, Venus and Timo and they are my witness when the Holy Spirit comes into my heart.
YAY! BEST DAY EVER!


He's got spikes on the back of his jet black hair, and brush his fringe to his left. He's eyes small but powerful, giving me an electric shock every time my gaze turn to his. He has great posture and is taller than me by a bit. He is also quite skinny. He is a good singer and knows how to play the electric guitar. I still do not know his age, but I'm guessing the same as me. And I'm a moron to kind of like him a bit.
I LOVE EVERYONE FROM CHURCH!
I HOPE THEY LOVE ME TOO!
I WISH TO HELP OUT AND WORK FOR GOD!
I am gonna have an exciting journey ahead and I wish more people can join me! I love you all!


TO RACHEL, ONE OF THE MOST AMAZING PEOPLE THAT I'VE MET,
I just want you to know that there are many people that love you, and most importantly, God loves you so much! So no matter what happens, you know there are people that you can count on, including me and especially God. I'm sure there are many people that are willing to be your listening ear and be with you for hours just so you can be happy again. I know I am weak and can't do much. So I pray for you all the time and I do not know what God did but I'm sure you've experienced God's works and I hope it gives you encouragement and you will feel His presence. And you prolly heard me say this hundred of times but still, I hope to see you at church soon!

Love,
Angeline, a.k.a Silkworm.



I hope you will be touched by this song. It is a really nice and amazing song and I love it so so so much!

I LOVE GOD.

Entering my church is really me renewing my soul and reminding myself that I am God's child.
It makes me really really happy and people there are relatively nice and I enjoy my time there.
My mother just accepted Christ as her Saviour. It made me so happy I smiled widely.

I went to the dentist today and had x-ray.
The dentist also helped me extract my going to drop baby teeth.
Not as painful as I thought it would be and I have got to thank God for giving me the courage.


GOD IS AWESOME!

I need strength.

God please come into my life and help me.

I try very hard sometimes, and I end up getting hurt.
I don't like being sad. I'm sorry I'm not good enough for you.


I AM DEVASTATED.


So today is yet another boring day. Felt sick. I really hate not remembering things.

Forgetting.

I hate being forgetful.

I want to remember everything I've gone through. Good or bad.

What if I can no longer hold on?

RABBIT!

What's up, people!
It is CNY officially and I am spending it at home!
Actually planned to go watch movie with mom but we both fell asleep till over the time so... We didn't go. :(


OKAY I AM HUNGRY NOW GONNA GO DIG FOR FOOD HAHA BYE!

Everyday we deal with enemies that we can't see.

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Hi. Yes I am posting twice today.

Everyday we have to overcome obstacles and never be tired or else you will out of the competition and that would only make others happier. No, that is not going to happen to me.
I am tired, but I cannot stop. I have to keep moving and stay ahead and never look back to see people that I have passed.
I try my best to please everybody but I have learnt the cold hard truth that you really cannot please everyone. You just got to do what is right, but it is easier said than done.
Tragedy strikes whenever you are in peace.


Okay got to stop here. It is chinese new year so I cannot be so sad.
I hope I will cheer up soon. Yes I will.

Okay bye.

Can I trust you?

We do not stop playing because we are old; we grow old because we stop playing. Lighten up and play. Remember, you are God's child, so it's ok to be silly, be curious, be fun.

God is crazy about you. God sends you fresh flowers every spring, a breathtaking sunrise every morning. If God had a wallet, your picture would be in it. If God has a refrigerator, your childhood scribbles would be on it.

You're amazing, just the way you are.






Hi people, it is New Year's eve and I am spending it at home with my lovable netbook.
So we had a CNY celebration and it is awesome!
It is a shame the dancers didn't dance bonamana. :(


You know that spark you feel when you stare into his eyes, the butterflies in your tummy, the feeling where there is only him that you see, your heart beating so loudly you barely hear yourself thinking.
Did he feel it too? Did he even care?
Is it even love? Or is it just a crush? Or it is just your head messing with you?
How do you know if it is love?






I just realized I will be having reunion dinner with my family now. LOL!
Stupid me, will now go prepare and EAT! Woohoo! Hope everyone's having a good time!

WHY I HATE PERIODS.

• You have no idea when it’s gonna fucking strike. You could wake up with the red sea in your panties. Or have a spot going on at school.
• IT RUINS YOUR PRETTY PANTIES.
• Pads and tampons aren’t things I really wanna wear.
• Taking a shit is disgusting.
• CRAMPS HURT LIKE A MOTHER FUCKER.
• I get moody.
• I hate sneezing on my period.
• I hate going pee because blood is everywhere.
• It smells hella gross.
• It is the longest 7 days of my life.

From Clara's blog.

Dear Mr D,

I know you had only seen me for a few times before, but I have to say I am really scared. I am scared that it was love at first sight. It may not be. I hope so. I really want to concentrate on my studies. It is my top priority, excluding my family and God. And I am not a good person, I know that very clearly. That is one of the reasons why I am going to the church very often. Also I am still young. Too young, in fact. So I am going to try and stay away from you as much as possible. If it still doesn't work, I may have to resort to going to another church. And I don't think I am suppose to like somebody from church. I don't think it is love. It must be crush. Okay. I'm done.

Faithfully,

Angeline

Why is it good to be single:

Freedom

Can look at cute and hot guys

Will not feel guilty when flirting, if you do it

Able to focus more on studies

No need to always go out with bf/gf

Many more good points that I don't remember

Reminder for all single people that single is good! It is marvelous!

Today is quite fine. I love spending time with my peers from 3e3! They are so funny and cute.

Angeline.