So touching!


Can you believe that we are all so fortunate to be in one piece and healthy, when there are other people suffering all sorts of pain out there? I may feel like the saddest person on the face of Earth sometimes, but can you believe there are people out there in much more pain physically and mentally?

We are weak without God.

Psst...

OH NO THERE IS SCHOOL TOMORROW!


I finished my English HBL and it is awesome!
I wanna buy a guitar!

I got nothing to do.



I WANT TO SLEEEEEEEEEEEP.

GAH.

I WANT HER HAIR.
Yes Lily's hair.
I miss my short fringe.

Okay, so my dad really scared me today.
He got angry cause he didn't have any space to put all his belongings and had to throw away some of his clothes because my cousin and her friend is in Singapore and they are staying here for some time because of work but will move out as soon as possible which is possibly when they get their pay and after they find a place to stay.
For now they're gonna be here and taking up space and my dad's unhappy.
I am not happy too.
They're just taking up space and we need space cause our house is small.
But they are really nice and aren't always home to disturb me.
And they left their hometown to work here. It's not easy.
I'm not gonna write into detail about this but I'm actually angry at my dad for his reaction. I mean, if he didn't start the thing this wouldn't even be a problem.
But he's still my dad and I love him so I gotta take care of him.
For crying out loud I'm only 15 and I have to take care of my parents.


WHATEVER. Let's talk about something less personal.

HBL is torturing. I didn't learn anything from it and it is really tiring.
I need tuition badly.


I'm so sick of my hair.

Okay bye.
PRAY FOR JAPAN AND ALL AFFECTED COUNTRIES! LOVE LOVE LOVE.

OH MY CRAP.

I actually wanted to sleep as early as possible, which I hoped would have been 9.30pm cause I gotta wake up at 6.30am tomorrow for church's cycling trip.
I am really scared I can't wake up early enough to prepare and leave to meet Venus.
But I'm really excited to go but I don't know what to wear!
I decided to wear something ridiculously ugly cause we're going cycling.
Can I wear shorts? I don't know!


Anyway, I gotta sleep in 5mins and this post is gonna be a short one.




I've not blogged for a long time, and I don't really know what to say, but I just got the urge to blog.
Well, I went out today and looked at some guitar things and I wanna have a guitar!
Bass guitar seems hard. But I thought it's easiest type of guitar to learn.


I completed history e learning today but I still got more to go. Really tired.
I thought this is holiday?! It doesn't feel like it. :(




Well, life's been good recently. Just that my mom's got menopause.
Like seriously, everything bugs her.
She's like that. 


PLEASE PRAY FOR PEOPLE GOING FOR CYCLING TOMORROW!
Pray that we will be fine and no accident will happen tomorrow!


PLEASE PRAY FOR JAPAN AND ALL AFFECTED COUNTRIES!
Pray that they will not suffer too much losses and pray that God will be with them and hope they won't give up!


PRAY FOR PEOPLE THAT YOU LOVE!
Ask God to give them hope and faith and be more godly!




I love you all awesome people out there!
I hope each one of you will have fun and have everlasting life with me and God!




JESUS CHRIST IS AWESOME!
Thank you for being always here by my side and not leaving me alone. Thank you for understanding completely and forgiving me whenever I make mistakes. Thank you, my King, for dying on the cross for me and giving me hope all the time. Thank you for loving me. I love you for you loved me first.

Been long since I've posted.

Hello!

I've got braces last week. And yeah my teeth's still kind of messed up but it will get better.


Anyway, yesterday and today are HBL days.
It's kind of boring cause the lessons are so long winded but complicated.
For example, Chemistry HBL. you can skip until the part where I'm talking.



H + O  H₂OHowever there are 2 problems with this chemical reaction.  First, because atoms like to have full valence shells, single H or O atoms are rare (and unhappy) creatures.  As we saw in the previous lesson, both hydrogen and oxygen react with themselves to form the molecules H₂ and O₂, respectively.  These hydrogen and oxygen molecules are much more common.  Given this correction, one might guess that the reaction looks like this:
H₂ + O₂ H₂OBut we still have one problem.  As written, this equation tells us that 1 hydrogen molecule (with 2 H atoms) reacts with 1 oxygen molecule (with 2 O atoms) to form 1 water molecule (with 2 H atoms and 1 O atom).  In other words, we seem to have lost 1 O atom along the way!  To write a chemical reaction correctly, the number of atoms on the left side of a chemical equation has to be precisely balanced with the atoms on the right side of the equation.  How does this happen in our example?  In actuality, the O atom that we 'lost' reacts with a 2nd molecule of hydrogen to form a second molecule of water.  The reaction is therefore written:
   2H₂ + O₂ 2H₂OIn the chemical reaction above, the number in front of the molecule (called a coefficient) indicates how many molecules participate in the reaction.


     In order to write a correct chemical reaction, we must balance all of the atoms on the left side of the reaction with the atoms on the right side.  Let's look at another example.  Natural gas is primarily methane.  Methane (CH₄) is a molecule in which 4 hydrogen atoms are bonded to one carbon atom.  If you have a gas stove, lighting the stove causes the methane to react with oxygen in the atmosphere to release heat and the atoms recombine to form carbon dioxide and water vapor.  The unbalanced chemical reaction would be:
CH₄ + O₂ CO₂ + H₂OLook at the reaction atom by atom.  On the left side we find 1 carbon atom, and 1 on the right.  There are 4 hydrogen atoms on the left, but only 2 on the right.  Therefore, you know 2 water molecules must be formed.  Adding this coeffiecient we get:
CH₄ + O₂ CO₂ + 2H₂O Now we have to balance the oxygen atoms.  On the left you find 2 atoms, on the right 4 (2 in the CO₂ molecule and 1 in each of 2 H₂O molecules).  Therefore we need to start with 4 oxygen atoms, or 2 molecules.  The balanced equation would then be:
CH₄ + 2O₂ CO₂ + 2H₂O

Okay I hope this bores you cause it bores me.

I don't really understand it but what can I do?

So tried my best to make sense out of it can I did.

But whatever.

So I've been kind of down recently.

I feel so lost in this world, like I don't mean anything to anybody and without me the world's still gonna go round and everyone will still resume their everyday lives. It's so sad that nobody really cares about anybody except themselves. People are so hypocritical and selfish. They make me feel disgusted. They make me feel like I'm different.

I'm gonna go out soon and back again and continue doing HBL, which means coming home to be tortured.