6 more hours to Malaysia.

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Hi guys.
I don't think I told many but I will be going Malaysia in 5 hours time and reach there in about 6 hours time.
I am already missing Singapore a lot but I need a break and I'm glad finally this day arrived.
See you all on 4th January 2011. I'll be back in 3rd January 2011.

Diabolic plots.

Life is scary at times. Sometimes you will be trapped in total darkness.
I worry a lot. Sometimes too much. Often I get scared of scenarios that I made up in my mind that I would cry.
I am flawed. Yes I am. That is why I need God's power to help me. To shield me from evil.
I am afraid of dying. I can't bear the thought that I might die painfully.
I dislike vomiting. Okay that sounds weird. I really dislike it.

So the pastor told us 3 stories yesterday but I can only remember 2.
Story 1:
A rich man's son was kidnapped and the kidnappers told the rich man to prepare money to exchange for his son. The kidnappers hid the son in a village and some villagers noticed that there are weird people in their village so they report it to their 'leader'. What is 村长 in english?
Anyway, the leader in the end found out that the weird people are kidnappers and captured them and return the son to the rich man. The rich man was so touched and decided to give the villagers something they need. He thought for a long time and decided to build them a well as the nearest well from the village is very far and it is very inconvenient. The well benefited all the villagers and hence it is the perfect gift for the villagers.

Story 2:
This happened to the pastor. He was in army and one day there was a new army personnel (I forgot what the person's suppose to be. I think is the commander.) and the new army person- let's just call him Mr Lim, no offence to any Mr Lims- kept making the pastor do a lot of things like serving him or something. The pastor was to get all signatures from many people working at the army so that he can leave the army and go back to studying or working but Mr Lim didn't help him sign. The pastor was very troubled. So he went to find the army assistant or something for help and the army assistant told him since only need one more signature it's okay and return him his passport/IC and he is free to leave the army. When he was about to go pack his things he bump into Mr Lim and Mr Lim told him he will not sign for him unless he help him do one last thing. Then the pastor took out the passport/IC and show him he is free from Mr Lim's grasp. Mr Lim looks astonished and asked," How did you get this?!" I forgot what the pastor said or did. :X

First story showed that the rich man gave the gift that pleases everyone from the villagers. Like God gave Jesus to us to clear our sins. To give each one of us the chance for eternal life.
Second story shows that the pastor got the passport/IC and he is free. Like how God gave us Jesus and we are free.

Okay I am going back to reading my book. Hope everybody is having a good day!
I think I end every abruptly. And started very abruptly. Erm. I am a very weird person. Does that make me unique? Prolly in a bad way. Okay bye.

The day after Christmas.

Megan Fox. So pretty!

Eve of Christmas I slept at 10pm and woke up at 1pm.

I waste too much time on sleeping.

I don't remember mentioning is my previous post but one of the uncle from church gave me a bible!

OMG OMG OMG!

I'm so happy!

I think I will buy a cover for it cause the cover looks like it will bend easily and I don't really like the cover but I love the back pages.

THANK GOD FOR THE BIBLE, AMEN!

I have been having stomachaches often recently and it makes me scared.

Is it because of something I ate or is it because I haven't been eating enough?

I should eat more fruits. Maybe it will help my digestion better.

I. Seriously. Don't. Feel. Like. Going. Back. To. School.

Okay goodbye. :(

I love Christmas.

CHRISTMAS IS AMAZING!


I received a lot of presents, thank you God!
I love my church. It is so awesome.


I'm going to open my presents now. Hope everyone get presents they like! :)

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

Today is the day Jesus was born and I will be going to church with mom at 5pm. Excited! So long since I've went to church! I always go to the gathering because mom is only free on fridays.
So I hope everybody spend their Christmas happily and remind ourselves that Jesus is here for us and thank Him for sacrificing Himself on the cross for all of us, even those that have yet to know Him. I love You, Jesus!


I might blog more later. Bye bye! :)

Eve of Christmas.

Christmas eve!
I was in a good mood until the freaking internet connection went crazy and I can't use the wireless so I'm using the plug one. No idea what it is called.

Christmas is coming soon and that means school is starting in like a week's time.
Damn, I really dread going back to school.
I mean, it is nice to catch up with your friends in school. But we're upper secondary students now, and it was like yesterday when I first stepped into YCKSS and surveying the surroundings and thinking to myself," Maybe this isn't as bad as I thought."
Many thing happened, bad and good, but it's sort of fun being in YCKSS.
Yes I don't enjoy all the while being here but might as well do since I'll be here for 2 more years, hopefully.
I think a lot this holiday. I think about the past, the present and the future.
When I first spoke to one of the secondary one students.
When I first talked to one of the teachers.
When I first stepped into one of the classrooms.
When I first entered the hall.
When I first went to the RTC.
When I first argued with a fellow friend in this school.
So many firsts.
And now, I hope for a miracle. For the future.

It's like, I want it so badly. But part of me is still staying in the past.
The happy part of the past.
And I need God's strength to pull me away from it.
Stop dwelling.
I am afraid. I never thought I would be. But I am. Extremely scared that God won't want to bring me away.
I know, God's decision is wise. He won't do harm to me.
Why am I so negative. Crap.


Am I too late?
I really hope not. Wait for me.


Anyway, I hope for the best to everybody I know next year, and hopefully it will be great.
Hopefully everybody like the classes they are going to and have fun! And study hard because a major exam is coming our way faster than imagined.

Seriously 2 years passed? So fast!

Must. Sleep. Early.

ALYSSA MILANO! 

It is 2.20pm now and I just woke up an hour ago. I don't like it.
I like to wake up early cause it makes the day seem longer. And my memory might improve.

Anyway, I went to trim my hair with mom yesterday and the hairdresser is damn funny.
She's so interesting. And she is quite fashionable and she's really good at what she do but she is very talkative and my sister's hair is about 4 inches shorter the last time she leave. But still she's good! And I love my hair after my haircut. It's the first time I like my hair after leaving any salon. I always find it too long or short. Haha!
I finally have the fringe I want, after so many months attempting to cut the style I want and failing!
Yay! And my sister say it looks nice. Overall it is nice to me, but my sister say that except my fringe, I look the same.


I was watching this doctor show few weeks ago and I find it inspiring.
I don't think I want to be a doctor because I don't dare to cut open body parts, even when it is a heroic act because I am a wimp. Hahaha!
Doctors are so cool! They save lives and help people.

So I've been wondering, what is the difference between psychology and psychiatry?
And I went to wikipedia and searched both:

Psychology:

• Is the science of mind and behavior.
• Psychologists explore such concepts as perception, cognition, attention, emotion, phenomenology motivation, brain functioning, personality, behavior, and interpersonal relationships. Some, especially depth psychologists, also consider the unconscious mind.
• Psychologists employ empirical methods to infer causal and correlational relationships between psychosocial variables.
• To employing empirical and deductive methods, some—especially clinical and counseling psychologists—at times rely upon symbolic interpretation and other inductive techniques.
• Incorporates research from the social sciences, natural sciences, and humanities.

Psychiatry:

• Is the medical specialty devoted to the study and treatment of mental disorders—which include various affective, behavioural, cognitive and perceptual disorders.
• assessment typically starts with a mental status examination and the compilation of a case history.
• Psychiatric treatment applies a variety of modalities, including medication, psychotherapy and a wide range of other techniques such as transcranial magnetic stimulation.

These are not very detailed facts about both psychology and psychiatry.
I found out that psychiatrists are able to give their patients medications.
Which makes me think, do I want to be a psychologist or psychiatrist, if I am interested.
I think I will want to be a psychiatrist because I want like the fact that I can prescribe medicine.
But that means I will need to take a larger responsibility for prescribing the medicine.
Not that I want to be psychologist or psychiatrist because I like to be a lawyer more.


So I searched on wikipedia on lawyers and I learned:

• A lawyer, according to Black's Law Dictionary, is "a person learned in the law; as an attorney, counsel or solicitor; a person licensed to practice law."
• Law is the system of rules of conduct established by the sovereign government of a society to correct wrongs, maintain the stability of political and social authority, and deliver justice.
• Involves the practical application of abstract legal theories and knowledge to solve specific individualized problems, or to advance the interests of those who retain (i.e., hire) lawyers to perform legal services.

I am really bored so I'm blogging a lot.
Hahaha! Okay bye.


Source:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Psychology
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Psychiatry#Diagnostic_systems
http://psychology.about.com/od/psychotherapy/f/psychvspsych.htm
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lawyer
Picture from Google.